You can’t be free!
And this is something you can’t change. You can achieve only partial freedom and you can tune your perceptions of freedom, you can adapt your sensitiveness and you can stop digging into this topic by filling your time with more valuable things like work, family, friends and social activities. After all the freedom means anarchy and chaos. The rules are here to ensure order and give everyone equal opportunities, no matter of your intellect, health, origin, abilities, efforts put etc.